Something nobody would ever understand about myself.
It's not that I expect people to understand.

All my life, I have been the girl who never finishes her homework on time and had to stand outside the class with the boys. The kid whose colour pencils were never arranged in order of the shades of colours, nor sharpened.

From young, my dad nagged about the state of my room, "Look at the things you throw around your room!" and his prediction since I was in primary 1, as embarrassing as it was, "When you grow up and start wearing bras, they WILL be lying around in a horrible fashion around your room." And... he was right.

Fortunately, his more recent prediction, "Your boyfriend will run away when he sees your messy space!" did not come true.

Heehee..

Do not misunderstand my acceptance of my untidiness as arrogance, I do not think that living like I do is really appropriate. However, at this point in time, my efforts seem to be pretty much useless.

I do appreciate people who attempt to improve the situation when they drop by, people like Lemon and Ryan, and sometimes Kat.. Thanks!

But I think my short term goal in terms of my being untidy, would be to draw the line before being dirty.

-hug- kat n ryan