Kat is still the same

Kat and I talked about not getting personal in writing online.

I realized how impersonal I get nowadays. (I always have trouble with that. Im,Un,Dis) The more I see people whine, the more I feel it's for self-validation, the less I want to be like that. I'm so afraid to appear as someone I won't like, I don't quite appear anymore. Ah, well.

Managed a serious fuck-up at work recently, and it was all it took to take a huge bite off my spirit. Yeah, I can say the comforting things myself, people make mistakes, it will all seem ok in awhile.. But SHIT why did I have to fuck up?

Please refer to paragraph above. See, when I write about things that happen to me, it sounds like nobody would quite know what I'm talking about. No la, I'm not trying to be secretive. No *ahems* and xxx unmentionables.